I know it really hasn't been that long, but it feels like it's been an eternity since I last visited our beloved deviantart. As of now I don't need surgery for my shoulder but I'm not cleared for hockey yet because one wrong movment and aparently my shoulder will pop out of the socket. I would also like to apologize now for not posting another chapter of my story To The End recently (I guess recently now means 'in several months'.) and for not responding to your messages and notes at this exact moment in time. I just haven't been able to find the motivation to write and when I finally make myself pick up my pen and notebook, my mind is blank...or in other words laking the direction that I want my story to take. As for the messages, I feel quite...blank right now. Everything just seems excesivly dull, dreery, and depressing...the three D's that seem to have taken over my life...it angers me really...it's like I'm drowning and I can see a hand reaching to help me, but I can't make my hand move enough to grab their own.

"What happens next, noone knows, for at the end of the day, it's up to the individual who will go, and who will stay." ~Once Thus Far